A Diary of Fitsuriaci

Assalamu'alaikum, semuanya! setelah semalam postingannya agak menggalau bin curcol, pagi ini hati udah agak lega. Nulis juga bikin lega loh (#catet!). Nah, di pagi yang indah yang cerah ini dek Ann mau berbagi tentang hal akhir-akhir ini yang membuat hati dek Ann tenang, jiwa tentram, kalau bahasa Acehnya leupi lam dada #tsaaah... So what is it? It is beautiful quran recitations. Memang ayat-ayat Al-Quran itu mendamaikan apalagi kalau dilantunkan dengan tajwid yang pas plus suara merdu. Duuuh, serasa di surga dunia (Surga dunia aja begini indahnya, apalagi akhirat ya, smoga kita semua bisa masuk surga,aamiiin). Back to topic, sekarang ini ada tiga qari favorit dek Ann yang masuk list most recent search on Youtube. Pertama, Sheikh Mishary Rashid Alafasy . Baru ngeh ada qari sebagus beliau itu akhir 2014 pas lagi nyari-nyari qari yang enak didengar di telinga bacaan qurannya, nggak terlalu pelan bacaannya kayak irama tilawah itu dan juga nggak terlalu cepat kayak balapan F1. Tar...

I am tired while I know I should not be. I know I am stronger than I think. I know it's worth the wait. I know God has His own beautiful wonderful story for this. I know God never ever leaves me alone. I know Lord does not charge me over my capacity. I know when thunder brings rain, after that sun will bring me a rainbow. I know when Allah gives me this much, He loves me and wants to increase my level. I know the patient has no limitation. I know the more I hurt, the more I close to the thing I need. I know I can ignore this by getting busy. I know I just should not think too much and just focus to increase my value. I know I should not complaining and just living the present. I know maybe I made lots of mistakes in the past so that I deserve to get this. I know maybe I unconsciously ever asked God for this condition. I know I have to  pray more and be closer to Him. I know I should not give upon the grace of God. I know,  I exactly know every single theory to...